L.o.s.T!!

Where are we? What the hell is going on?
The dust has only just begun to fall,
Crop circles in the carpet, sinking, feeling.
Spin me round again and rub my eyes.
This can’t be happening.
When busy streets a mess with people
would stop to hold their heads heavy.

gw tersesat…gw keilangan arah bwt hidup…so what i’m supposed to do next? sial!

Say Goodnite and Go..

Loving you (Loving you) is a like a song I replay (Baby, is so beautiful)
Every three minutes and thirty seconds of every day (Uh)
And every chorus (Uh) was written for us to recite (Right)

Waduh orang datang dan pergi, apalagi di idup gw yang sekarang..there are so many girls that come and leave..hohohoho yasudah..apa mau dikata sih :P

Aing.Aing.Aing

3 kata itu yang jadi trademark masa-masa gw egosentrik dulu, huhuhuhu nampak ironis sekali dulu gw egois dan sekarnag mencoba menjadi seseorang yang sosialis..anyway..i keep talking to myself ‘You deserve more than this, so why d’ya wanted less?’
what fvckin long weekend…tidak ramay ey…

–just a thought–
Living in my world now, is pretty cold
no one waiting for me at home anymore
no one call my cell while i’m having fun with my crew
no one sending me an sms anymore…
no more 40 miss called at my cell
damn i miss that moment…
I’m pretty freezing and lonely…hohohoho
still i keep talking to myself : ‘Hey why dun ya just enjoy this life anyway?’
and that’s the moment i shouted : ‘nope, all i wanted is just her’
at that time i knew i am dead already…

-JyZ-:Tuhan…tolong hentikan semua rasa ini…

One Day Fvckin Holiday@home

Damn, seharian ini cuman tiduran di kamar..nonton Prison Break season 1, menghabiskan quota speedy dengan browsing, dan yang terpenting adalah berTopskormain
mad caps
!! nah yang terakhir ini lagi common banget diantara anak-anak titan, game yang cukup menarik bwt ngabisin waktu *ato juga nungguin server excaliburRO yang sering down hehehe* eniwei, baru aja tadi around 5 minutes ago i finally made my top score..16.932.500 damn good eh? eniwei tadi hasil browsing ada kata-kata menarik dari salah satu pengguna frendster which is:"if u love something, set it free.. if it returns, it’s yours forever. if it doesn’t, it wasn’t yours to begin with"
those damn fvckin good words are told me once more that i should move on wit’ my life, it’s either i will get her back or not is God’s will..hahaha ya sudah lah…there are bunch of movies i have to watch…i’m outta here

-JyZ- : Steep Hill is No Longer Threat for me :)

Games..

waduh..pagi yang aneh, baru aja nyalain komputer *baca: monitornya doang* terus temennya nyokap mo ngomong ama gw, dia nanyain tentang dunia per-game online-an *which i’m expert in* dan gw ceritain aja waktu jaman-jaman gw sesat dalam dunia per-game online-an, lucu juga sih gimana gw bisa sangat addict ama game online waktu dulu *bahkan pas jaman CS* FYI: i’ve been broken up my two girlfriends because of gaming, waktu itu gw mikir cewe mah bisa nyari lagi, tapi kalo maen game mah musti sekarang *dan sekarang gw pikir kata-kata itu bodoh* anyway Gaming World udah ngambil 3/4 kehidupan jaman SMA gw, 1/2 Kehidupan kuliah gw…sebenernya kalo gw inget-inget gimana rame-ramenya maen game ama anak-anak dulu gw ga nyesel sih, tapi kalo gw inget gw udah kehilangan masa remaja gw..ada sedikit perasaan nyesel juga sih, tapi ya sudah lah..everybody has their own choice, and i had decided mine :)
oot: Hidup sekarang udah jauh lebih baik daripada 2~3 minggu kmaren, sekarang at least ada semangat bwt hidup, ada semangat supaya gw ga quit..  :)  like old man said: Life’s Bitch, But Still…It’s Beautiful

-JayuZ-

ps: blog gw sepi comment gini….*sigh*